Well this is just one of those days where i need to vent. I have already had three ask outs this summer. Woots for me. But i dont want it. Most girls kill for a boyfriend. Thats just not me. Im not interested. Im perfectly happy with my life the way it is and i dont need a boy to make it more confuzing. Its already muddled enough as it is. Most girls that i know would kill for what i have. Sadly enough though i dont want it. I feel selfish becuase of it but would i nesicarrly want to date a guy just because he asked and to make me seem like less of a snob. The answere is no. Its not what i want and plus i would not want to hurt the guy. All the guys that asked me are really sweet and are great FRIENDS. I dont want to do anything to hurt them. But i see it as its better with slight pain in the begging then with horrible pain in the end plus w/ feelings attached. Thats awful. I have delt with it a couple of times and its awful. Never something i want again.


Note: i feel bad i have not had a chance to post any new poems of late. I will get on it and i have some cool pics to up load. Summit to look forward to!